Do you ever have a lot of thoughts on your mind and you don’t know what to do with them? 

I’m having one of those days.

To be honest, I have been having a few of those days lately.

Leaving my job has left me with a lot of time, and a lot of time means a lot of time to think.

So I think all the time, about things that could have been. About things I wish for, about how to obtain those things. I think a lot about my regrets, people I’ve met and lost touch with. People I opened myself to, never to be seen again. 

It’s not exactly healthy thinking about all of those things, you spiral into this hole of overthinking.

A lot of the time there is nothing you can do about said things, but I think I have trouble letting things go despite knowing that nothing is going to come out of thinking about them. 

When I was younger, I always said “I can’t wait to be an adult” and my mum would reply “when you’re an adult you’re going to wish you were a child again”. I always laughed at that thinking it couldn’t possibly be true yet here I am wishing I was a child again with no care, no responsibilities. Life was much simpler then. 

There isn’t really a point to this post, I guess I just wanted to voice some thoughts, get it out my head, make space for more thoughts. 

Be kind to one another, 

Kamila 

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